this coming payday, i am going to do a few things. for no other reason but myself. this time round, i'm gonna put no one else ahead but myself. been putting it off for way too long and i'd only have myself to blame if nothing ever takes place.
to you, i know you'll never come to read this. but should the interest to find out what's on my mind lately hits you, here's a hint:
whatever peace and happiness you're looking for out there, i hope you find it. honest to god, you're missed so badly. but there's no point you being around, only in flesh. but mind and soul, elsewhere. come back soon, and come back as yourself. take care for now. i love you.