ok im in trouble.

my pair of specs have decided to go MIA on me. poof! just like that. it's been a week and i've been suffering. still am. i do not like to go about with the naked eye, figuratively speaking, so there's the constant switch between the lens and specs, or vice-versa. unless i'm sleeping of course (duh!). why the problem? because I. CAN'T. BLOOODY. SEE la!!! now, that the stupid specs are missing, i've to keep the contact lenses intact right up to the moment when i'm like 2 seconds away from falling asleep, which i will end up not taking out at all most of the time. and then when i don't take it out, there'll be awful awful dryness and discomfort. but if i do take it out, i'd have to squint and strain and frown and focus and stare at the intended object/person at the length of half a pinkie finger, which is again, discomfort by tenfolds.

and the other tiny problem on hand? the Adv lecturer has basically summed up 11 topics/main points to focus on for tomorrow's paper. tomorrow, as in later, 2pm. ya. and now, right now, i have managed to memorise 1 topic without having to refer to the ugly orange book. 1. ONE. out of 11. one/eleven. 1/11.

good? no. do i deserve a chance? yes.

ok bye.