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Tuesday, January 15
she shared @ 11:38 PM

probably since the start of the year, right up till about today..
what with the project(sss) madness, equally mad, mad sleep deprivation, the irregular (and more often skipped) meals etc.. it was natural that things were.. just. not. right.

i had like mood swings and emotional fits and sleeping spells that's like out of the world crazy. and i was useless at home. i got away from doing housework, but eventually it got on everyone's nerves cos it's unfair, even the father who hardly says anything about it. i was hardly at home. and when im supposed to meet up with long-time-never-meet people, i couldnt. cos ive been out too much. only not with them. which is..again..unfair. and then i really tried to my best to like be at places where i am supposed to be. ON TIME. but i just couldnt cos i was caught up with somer overdued stuff the night/day before and it just jams up everything so bad, i'm either late for the next meeting/appointment, or i end up not going at all. and there was always some stupid shit miscommunication, or a stupid printing shop with the suckiest customer service (ever!) to top it all off....

so yar. basically almost everything that could go wrong.. went wrong.

BUT...... *pretend this word is in font size 42*

today, i found myself smiling as i was walking home from the mrt station in the heavy-coming-from-everywhere-even-a-huge-umbrella-would-have-been-useless rain. probably cos assignments for TWO modules were done, and safely in the hands of the respective lecturers. but other than that, i just have a good feeling about everything else, although it may not mean all will go my way. i dont know. im still kind of a mess. the brows, the hair, the fingernails, the feet, the laundry(!).. all begging for something to be done to them. then there's still MMR assignment + presentation. havent had a good shit for quite some time even! haha. but still.. positive vibes are seeping in, and it feels great :)

and tomorrow. tomorrow will be even better! can't wait! :) :) :)

p/s. service at Zap It, CWP sucks. they're even worse than Long Johns at the ol' McDonalds House! trust me.
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