don't talk to me, i'm not supposed to talk to anybody.
neither am i supposed to smile at anyone. no matter who you are.
actually, don't need to go that far.. i am not supposed to look at all. can't look.
got my hp number? trash it. don't call me. don't sms me. why don't you try to not view my number at all?
come to think of it, while we're there.. why not just clean me off your memory totally. it'll make life so much easier for everybody. forget you've ever known/met me. ever.

another thing..
one day, if you decide to or have to go to school. why don't you try to actually act like a student? cos students go to school. what else do students do? they do their homework/project/assignments. on their own. maybe you might need some help along the way. but seek help, you'll get help. dont seek people to completely do it for you. shit is what you'll get. dont show tantrum just cos I cant fucking complete your assignment for you. just a little reminder; the world does not revolve around you and you alone. other people probably have their own lives and their very own things to do. how bout that?

lastly, dont be stingy. dont be show-off-y. do good cos you want to. not cos you have to. if you can't contribute much, then the little-est effort will shine through and be very much welcomed. dont expect anything in return. God has a way of rewarding you. unless you dont believe in God. then that's too bad.

at the end of it all, if you still feel like shit cos there doesnt seem to be the teeniest hint of appreciation felt, then i suggest you create your very own blog, post up an entry like this and get it off your chest. you'll probably receive mixed reactions by people who actually bother to read what you're posting. ignore them. ignore them all. pray hard that by the end of next week, you'll be reading back at this entry and laughing to/at yourself.

good luck.