the afternoon humidity is madness. needless to say it's absolutely no big help to my pathetic physical state. malaise. and then there's the nagging troubling feeling that comes when one feels super duper lethargic despite having done next to nothing thru'out the day. nothing productive, at least. -_- imsodeadlahcan.

i was hoping to get my paycheck by TODAY so that i can clear the 64530136784 things i want/need to do. including the screaming need to SHOP. ok no. i shall re-phrase. ...inlcuding my need to replenish my everyday needs. haha. who am i kidding. so anyway.. finally managed to get thru Mr-I'm-The-One-Issuing-Your-Pay-So-Be-Nice at his extension, and nope, cheque's not ready yet. cry can?

a semi-drastic change in my daily routine gonna take place real soon. as in, next week. im really still 50-50 about it honestly. it is a month-long commitment, mind you. but then again, a promise is a promise. and it's not as if i'm doing it for free. im hoping it'll go so smoothly i even have time to do revision while the hours pass by or before the crowd starts streaming in. i hope i'll be productive. i hope i WILL be of help to the Ola duo (aka the sister!). i hope i will still make it back home on time to attend to the kids. i hope i won't miss out too much. i don't wanna think about this anymore.

oh btw, i'm loving my time in school. 'cept the occasional moments when i'm feeling inadequate sitting among them Mass Comm diploma holders :|